Should I......


2009-10-27
4:28 a.m.


I've had a content day. Got some cleaning done, went out for dinner and a movie with the friends, then watched a couple more movies after everyone went to sleep.

I dont know. Heh, what a shock, right?! As usual I haven't a clue about my life. All day I've been thinking to myself I got it pretty good right now.. a 45+ hour a week job and plenty of free time I can spend doing whatever. Man, I love working. There is nothing better than the feeling of providing for yourself. No one helps me financially, nobody. Its all me. And that makes me feel like I'm doing what a real man should be doing. School is coming up... eh... I like school, its what I've done all my life. I am looking forward to meeting people.. and a bachelors in business management would be very valuable to have. Im really happy with life right now, however. So much stress and work comes with school. Then again.. ugh.. I dunno. I really dont know what will make me the happiest. Sure, I know the degree will benefit me alot more in the long run .. but..

Ok, im about to go out for a walk around campus to clear my head. I hope its freezing cold.

-Chambo



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