You cheap lousy faggot!! Life has been one event after another.. work.. friends.. girlfriend.. even without school they are all still difficult to balance. Lately it seems like I have been seeing very little of Lacy. Maybe 3 days a week tops. Thats not enough for me. Problem is I have responsibilities at work.. My friends sometimes complain because they are neglected. And Lacy tries to act like it is all ok when I know she hates it. I feel so bad for her.. Her current friends are envious and two faced; Christa, who could very well be a best friend in the future is moving now which leaves her with loser friends and a loser boyfriend that cant give her the time and attention she deserves. Justin says that he will need me running alot of day shifts very soon. That will give me more time with her, so I got one thing to cling to. Side note: MUST START GOING TO GYM.. getting chubby... er... I have so much to worry about and at the same time there is so much relief with how great my life is. If only there were several more hours in every day.. ok, technically there can be an infinite number of hours if you change the length of time an hour actually is. Perhaps I should say I wish Earth's rotation/cycle slowed? Hmm.. what if that made the seasons of the world last years instead of a few months? Doesn't seem like I can win here.. I don't exactly want to wish for eternal or the prolonging of my life or anything. Ok, here is what will work! I need a job that involves playing xbox with the guys, kissing all over lacy, and that pays alot. Problem solved.. except for that one little thing.. .. reality.. Dead gum its late and I have got to meet with Hal and Aimee (BIG shots in Domino's corperate) tomorrow at lunch. Time to sleep and not worry so much.. -Chambo
2010-02-16
5:47 a.m.